Monday, May 14, 2007

One Sweet Day

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say


Tuesday, May 8, 2007

enjoyment

ouch.

ouch.

okay.

just writing down my thoughts, fears, aches.
it's the least i could do. the one thing i could pour all these emotions to.

no one would listen if i talk, right.

THEY're yours.

enjoy.



i miss that person i could talk to about anything until the wee hours of the morning.
and then we'd sleep til after lunch.

but.

Monday, May 7, 2007

coffee break.

i can't hate you.

in fact, i don't have that privilege.
but yes, i'm hurt.

you think you received all the blows.

the realization that our friends hate me is such a burden.
you KNOW how much that annoys me..
whenever they interfere, it kills me.
because i care about how they perceive things.
and because whatever we have is none of their F*ckin business.


i know my faults.
the worst thing is, i totally hate one of them.
you damn well know that.

if you think i'm unfair, tell it straight to my face.

go on. destroy me.