death

i thought it was the end.

prepared myself for it.

i went there, ready to give up myself. my freedom. my life.

it was like a dream come true--for someone else.

mine never consisted of that. it's too early. too much.

but i've got nothing left to do.


i was ready to die.
braced myself even.

i was about to jump over the cliff when an invisible hand stopped me.

just in time.

one more week.